To me, people will forget me. 

To me, all adult words are lies. 

So, I was always left alone no matter how warm you are.

Friends, is a word of a lie to me. I don't need one but yet was forced to have one. Because I'm bored.

Friends are what we use for to keep us accompany. For our own, we took this advantage to cover up loneliness and the fragile us. Without friends, you are just a pitiful person. Friends are liar most of the time. 

I feel like I have been dreaming for very long time. Especially you are in a dreaming family where your family members only dreams but don't act. You can say that I shouldn't follow but I can't help it. The only way to save myself is to be away from my family. Honestly, the only way can only be death. If I were to be dead, my death will not be known till the ceremony is over. No one will remember me at the end or even later in their year. I will be forgotten. First, you will forget the name, then the faces and lastly, the memorial scenarios you guyz had. It's common. 

When I died, I wish my soul will be perished for eternity.